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March 31 fighting !!! last probation assessmentfinally finished my second probation assessment. coming on the last one. i need more challenges for myself. otherwise, peopel will think i not moving on. what do i need to do more then????? actually i do know what i need to improve but i just wasn't borned to interesting in reading. MG~~~~~~~~~~~ help ~~~~~~~~~~. can sbody help me to build up my reading interest! ! ! ! ! !
aiaiaiaiaiaiai~~~~~~fighting lo. think it again tomorrow!
March 28 the feeling of the momentoutside the sky is blue, the wind is warm just what people will like,the leaves still green, somtimes you can hear the birds talk to each other. on the road you will see couple cars drive pass; beside the road, there are kids play with each other in the park.what a beautiful day!through my window there are a few flower branches extend to the front.this is the outside view of my room in canberra.
i like this city. it is quiet and boring, but it also is a place people could adjust their massive mind and mood.it gives people plenty personal space, to relex, to think and to feel. This is what i need at the moment. canberra my new start city. March 27 what a life!never known what is called "sick", always look after the other people. when they were sick, had a talk to them. to make them feel happy. i believe happiness is the best medicine. when they get better, i feel happy for them, after all and finally they kind of get rid of sickness and pain.
now i knew what is called sick. but there is nobody to talk to ........
what a life!
it is very strange
never could predict anything for the next second
should i blame it? if i do, does it help me? if it doesn't, why should i?
never mind! life is different..........................
i got mine !
March 23 i must be mad i hate myself.....i did it again. i spent the whole night on watching tv series
it made me really tired and lasy
i can't do this anymore, it will ruin my life......
but i just cant control myself....................
what can i do then, M/G
somebody helps.....................................
 March 21 what quiet easter in canberra!what a quiet easter in canberra!
you can only feel the cold wind, when you walk around
this is the first time i spend a such quiet time by myself!
sitting in front of the computer
typing the feeling at this moment.........
missing some friends....
sort of...
thinking of what i'm going to eat tonight......
it seems unlikely that i will enjoy, anyway.......
it is a kind of empty feeling ......
but i don't know does it really matter to me or not........ March 19 i frefer
Quote i frefer i'm getting there!!the ward is busy, busy and busy
post-op pts never stop coming.......................
i need more and more skills, faster and faster speed to handle my work
i'm exhausted finally at the end of the shift.......
however, i feel really happy
most staffs are so lovely, (woo, not every where is fantasty, as everybody knows)
somehow i felt myself who only has very little of knowledge
it's a long long journey to go a........................
fighting~~~~~~
 March 02 谈论 the feeling i don't know ~~~
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